Thursday, May 29, 2008
Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Everything's my fault.
chapter completed
9:41 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
sometimes i think i have an alter ego.
a self that i dont recognise, understand or acknowledge.
at times i wanna try being her
chapter completed
5:15 PM
Friday, May 02, 2008
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
do you remember, how i beat the odds,
and found you that afternoon at bugis.
i didnt believe it was impossible,
i didnt stop trying.
i would have given everything
just to have you back
i should learn not to give my all to blind hope.
you're not me, you arent meant to be.
but somehow, i need to know that,
it does mean as much to you as it does to me.
in reality, there's only the shorter story.
there's no room for love and glory,
that i can only wish for and dream of.
chapter completed
12:36 AM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
puffy eyelid mornings
chapter completed
7:13 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
noone's ever there when im down.
chapter completed
2:56 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
No more carefree laughter
Silence ever after
Walking through an empty house, tears in my eyes
Here is where the story ends, this is goodbye
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
We just have to face it, this time were through
(this time we're through, this time we're through
This time we're through, we're really through)
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
(I have to go this time I have to go, this time I know)
Knowing me, knowing you
Its the best I can do
chapter completed
9:43 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
and i keep getting beaten down, everywhere, everything.
im trying to manage it but it just gets out of control.
too late for regrets, too much to hope.
ijustwannacurlbackupandcry.
coward.
its not wrong to cry.
chapter completed
9:39 PM
