you know in life they say that as long as you have a direction, a goal, then you wont get lost. you'd get there somehow, despite all the obstacles in your way. you just have to push, really push. now you see, i have a direction. a path i had forseen and paved. but you see, i still got lost and blinded along the way. i started off really clearheaded, but now its all foggy and dank. i dont know where to go from here. was it some unforseen mistake on my part ?
do i push you too far ? am i absorbing too much of you ? am i demandin too much in too short a time span ? do you need more space ? i know what i expect of you and i know that you can achieve it. the only thing is im afraid that id overload you when you dont say a thing at all. i tire you i know.
im tired too. and dont be mistaken. im not disappointed in you. im just worried that im being too much.
