can you just let me break down and cry. can you just let me tell you that im so miserable now. can i just tell you that i dont know what i want. can i just tell you that i feel like dying. can i just tell you that everything just isn't right. can i just tell you how much i want somebody to understand.
why am i asking for the impossible. why am i asking to reach the sky when the sky isnt even something tangible. why do i feel so empty when i have the things i worked for. why do i feel like there's still something more that i need to know and get.
what exactly do i want from myself right now. what do i do when i am confused. what can be done to stop myself from falling. what do i need to save my spirit from depression. what can i do to tell myself that everything's gonna be ok somehow.
when am i going to find what im looking for. when will it be when my heart feels lifted. when will everything really be ok. when do the things im doing now start to seem meaningful. when will it be when i finally know myself. when will it be my time to die.
have i told you lately that i feel so sad. have i told you that things haven't been turning out right. have i told you how my spirit doesn't feel like fighting. have i told you how i've been slowly dying and fading. have i told you how tiredness has became me.
does it seem like i'm getting out of control. does it seem like hope is non-existent. does it seem like i am another insane person. does it seem like i suffer ADD. does it seem like i'm still me. does it seem like you still know who this person is.
