hush baby dont cry, everything's gonna be alright. today it came to me again. crept up quietly behind me and sent me sinking down, down once more this sickly misery that makes me lose my mind and stare out into space and drown in tears that flow without sobs. but i sink without protest this time. just let it flow as the waves wash over the shore of my soul, slowing but surely eroding it down to the dry bones with its soft silky weightlessness. i feel like absconding. yea to run away hurriedly, secretly, unlawfully, like a guilty thief in the dead of the night. yea, id love to abscond, and bring you with me, along with the happy memories i had. is that stealing? am i not taking what belongs to me? but only criminals abscond, so i am.
darkness and its silky comfort
i wanna call you now, but youve got a paper and you need to rest.
